Blinded by the Light

Incidentally, it is "rev'd up like a deuce, another runner in the night" so don't tell me otherwise. I was supposed to hang out with Mike tonight, which would have been kind of nice. I really miss him in a "we still see each other a fair amount but it isn't the same way". Anyway, he needed some alone time, which once he said it, I also thought that I needed some. Though, knowing that we are almost the same person, i suspect his evening probably won't end up being so alone as that is how mine almost went. Though as it stands tonight, I am alone and that has turned out to be a great thing. I feel like I don't have any quiet time these days really.

My eyesight is all fucked up again which is both painful and scary. Although I know it will return to normal eventually, I can't help but worry that this may turn into a regular thing. The headaches that I get from everything being blurry are killer. However, vicodin works nicely at dulling the pain. I am so tired of being sick but I am even more tired of how big a whiner it makes me. I honestly just don't understand why my life has to be so hard right now.

The dogs are very restless but the weather is so ass and I feel so crappy that I am just in no mood to take them on a walk. Though I need to clean my house and pack for my weekend LA trip with Daniel so I better get my act together on some level.

No really good work stories or gripes the last couple of days, just same old, same old.

Okay, I guess I will go now - I have to fast for the rest of the night for another exciting blood test tomorrow.