But in the first moment of her waking up...She knows she's losing it, yeah she's losing it....

Final thoughts for the evening:

I feel really fat and gross right now because I keep eating but yet can't move around. Plus I have an ugly zit, I blame surgery.

I couldn't do my english homework today because I was too drugged.

I have felt really unsettled today. I don't like it when I have feelings that I can't control. Obviously feelings, kind of by definition, can't be controlled but I am usually pretty good at keeping up my little shell. That has been more difficult lately and I am...well, confused. I am also thinking that I am always going to be a victim of bad timing. For once, I would like it to be right place, right time for me.

Scream 2 is pretty dumb.

As per usual, pain is making me really horny. Damn you insatiable sex drive.

Instead of going to sleep, I think what I am going to do now is attempt to take something like a shower. This will involve a chair, saran wrap, many towels and a midget. I feel too gross to sleep, something must be done. Not to get on too much of a tangent but one of my best friends here in denver will sometimes go a whole week without a shower. I can barely go 24 hours, everything gets so itchy.

Kidding about the midget.